Whatever I want to do doesn’t matter. It’s not acceptable by anyone else and in the end that’s what controls what I do. I HATE when my dad asks if I’m alright, all I can do is lie and hope that we hang up soon before I start crying on the phone. Fuck.
I am literally going to fucking explode right now.
is just not an option I guess. And that’s the worst thing.
I just want to do something. Wow.
Ahah, likewise. Thanks my man :D
with the people you love, because it will be gone before you know it.
Are you asking if I bench/squat/deadlift? Then the answer is no. I refuse to bench, and when I squat it’s usually with dumbbells or with nothing at all. I’ve deadlifted only once before. Not that I don’t think they’re amazing exercises (I think deadlift/squat are easily the two best exercises for anyone who’s going to seriously weightlift). That being said, those two exercises aren’t necessarily needed/best for what I do/need at the moment.